Backstab...

My Mind's Miles...

Sometimes I think my mind is going a million miles a minute

Thoughts overcrowding each other

Like bumper to bumper traffic during rush hour

I have to move quick and maneuver over into the other lane before another thought cuts me off

I think I got it written all down but now I can't quite remember

I jot things down in my phone, in my email, in my journal, even on a sticky note

Please don't let me forget what I am about to say before I even get to say it

Damn! There it goes again! 

Speeding up trying to pass me on my right but not ready yet

I havent had a chance to write it down yet

Wait just a few more minutes so I can get this one logged permanently into my memory

So many ideas, dreams, goals, to-do lists that I am trying to decipher

As to which ones I should earnestly pursue

To try and pursue all of them would be crazy right?!

Or would it be crazy not to?!

~Adiva Williams

Dear...

Allow me to relax your mind

While I lyrically stroke and stimulate you at the same time…

Keep your eyes slightly open but your mouth tightly shut…

Listening to these words…

And visualizing them with…

A vivid imagination…

Let your mind form MY creation of the one whose eyes seek to find the affection of me…

Who views my flaws as a part of my unique perfection…

Its natural selection…

You see…

Nature’s evident way in sorting acceptance from rejection…

Speaking to me without words

In volumes of LOVE unsaid

Where the deepest meaning is understood without a Sound …

Nor Reiteration…

Unanalyzed compositions

Climaxing to the rhythm of time

~Adiva Williams

Not Enough...

{just a snippet}

Not Enough

To say 'I Love You' is an understatement

When in reality I adore you

My love goes beyond every boundary I have ever known

Into territory I didn't know existed except in the confines of my own mind

~Adiva Williams

FRUIT...

Confessions...

Exhalation...

Exhalation

I exhaled today
Exhaling all the hurts, disappointments and dirty deeds of all my yesteryears
I exhaled all the phony friends, fake comrades and senseless associates
Who never sincerely gave a fuck one way or the other
Who never truly wanted to see a smile spread across my face
Who are actually so miserable in their own life that they are wanting, willing and ready to knock another down
And I exhaled again
Exhaling all of the failures, missed opportunities and self-doubt
I exhaled all of the what-ifs that the mind constantly battled over
All of the misguided interpretations of others' definition of happiness
All of the "to be" lists that materialize to satisfy others' perception of perfection
And I exhaled again
Exhaling all of the cataclysmic catastrophes that once engulfed my mental and emotional
All of the foreseeable bullets that should have been dodged to protect my physical
All of the metaphysical conundrums that discombobulated my spiritual
And I exhaled again
Preparing for my inhalation

~Adiva Williams